An open letter to my best friend

Ooh my God, my shayla

It’s 9.30 pm on Friday, and I am questioning myself as a writer because I’m now speechless.

You’re probably so bored with me right now because I’ve been ‘tetearing’ a guy you don’t like, but hey, I cannot lie, I was speaking facts. This is your February present by the way, I just checked my M-pesa and gasped, so we’re working with what we have and that’s the gift of words. I appreciate you buying the cleanser and the Nivea skin care products. (Side note, these products are expensive but worth it) Actually, thank you for buying my first skin care products. Everybody keeps telling me my skin has changed. I don’t see it though, probably because I don’t own a mirror, and my phone’s camera just shows me a lot of dark spots on this beautiful face. Here’s an idea, how about you give me your phone huh? You see, you see, I knew you’d like that.

You honestly mean a lot to me, and I know sometimes it doesn't look like it because you like overthinking way too much about the future, you know that, but you do. You’re amazing, you come through for me whenever I need you or money, and you do help me out, and that’s just amazing and also as you should because I have no means of income, what should this girl do?

You are amazing in a lot of ways, you are the best at what you do. I may not know many traders, but you are the best at that. I’ve witnessed your growth, safe to say I still am witnessing you grow into the trader you want to be and I am so proud of that. In all honesty though take it down a notch, stop worrying too much about the future, let the future worry for itself. I believe that people always get what they want, so if you want a Rolls Royce Cullinan (Never forgetting this now), you’ll get one, if you want kids, you’ll settle down with someone who also wants 5kids, if you want to travel the world, best believe it, you will travel the world. Have a little faith that you have limitless potentiality because I have no doubt about that.

Thank you for always supporting me, and buying me gifts, and stomaching my behavior. Yes, I know I am mostly a pain in the ass, but I’m just a girl, might be in my luteal phase or whatever, but thank you regardless, I appreciate everything you’ve done for me and it’s a lot. If i was to list them this newsletter won’t be done for a couple of weeks. But really, thank you for buying me the skin care products, and buying me street kebab every time I am home, and checking up things for me online because I don’t have access to wifi at school. Thank you for taking me on my first date in 2023, and for listening to me cry whenever I had anxiety issues. Thank you for always being there for me, I’ll do my very best to always be there for you as well. Thank you for being the first to read my posts whenever I publish (not all the time though) Thank you for all the love and being your amazing self.

I’ve been wondering why I came up with this gifting every month, yet here I am with no money to buy an actual gift, but hey, you made it to my newsletter before I get famous and start interviewing Beyonce. This isn’t as long but from the bottom of my heart, you’re so awesome and HAPPY GIFTSGIVING MR BILLIONAIRE. Can’t wait for us to be billionaires and travel the world.

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By the way, I wrote this last week, got a little distracted and wrote the one I posted last week, and that’s on ADHD. Anyway listen to these songs

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Wishing y’all an amazing weekend

Caroline <3